The first and the last post of 2012….

Experiencing the life of single working woman....

The fun of cooking myself

Living…single

Midnight Hunger Pangs

Fights

Crushes

Staying scared of being raped by some ugly fat man!

Crying

Dancing

Finishing a box of icecream in one short !

Wonderful Trips..

Sm wonderful memories

unsolved problems to tag along with me next year…

Breaks and hopes…life rolls on….

Do I Need to Share Everything!!

If I can't share my sorrow why should I share my anger ?
If I can't show the frustration, why should I share my problems?
If I cant share my emotions,why should I share my happinesss?

Is there any rule?  Becoz am a social being in a social system..do I need to share everythg to all those who seem to be close to me?

 

where did my soul go?

The life I had, I can't have back. The choices I made,

affected me in all those ways.
The mistakes I made have not been forgotten.
The tears I shed, the sounds I made, the feelings
that left me feeling in a different way.
Yet I can't see why these tears feel so unreal.
I'm not the same, my words are unsaid.
What I hide, is buried deep inside.
I cry in the dark, cuz I know I cut too deep.
The blood is like the rain,
in every way it drifts away.
The scars are real, but the wounds in the heart
are another mark.
I'm not fake, I'm not a doll,
I just don't think I'm the same in any way.
So where did my soul go?
Why did I ever let it runaway?

Changes of ma life..:)

At last am back with a happy post!!!

yep..really...am on cloud nine....

nw am happy with a new  set of hopes!!

Happy after a long....:) giving a break for all the mad ravenings!!!!

Changes of ma life::In short

1.Resigned from the ever boring job..and back to the ever loving title jobless nerd!
2.Tried becoming a tutor!
3.I got admission to ma dream institution!
4.Again Redesigned ma future plans and took a resolution to not to change again!

Thats all for now!!

I wonder Y...

I wonder y...i wonder? I know this is not sane !

I wonder why..i get close to strangers..
Is it that I love getting hurt..
or is it that..I hope...there will be a new beginning..
But nothing have really ended well in my life its just faded away or just ended abruptly with a pain.

I wonder why i brood over the past...
I have plenty of things to plan for the future..
I have tonnes of stories to pen down..
I wish I could write better..

I wonder why I ask questions to stone idol..
knowing I have answers inside me..

I wonder why I am not an atheist..?
I know I don't believe in omnipresent god!

There are more things...but...I donno what those things are....:( !