I wonder y...i wonder? I know this is not sane !
I wonder why..i get close to strangers..
Is it that I love getting hurt..
or is it that..I hope...there will be a new beginning..
But nothing have really ended well in my life its just faded away or just ended abruptly with a pain.
I wonder why i brood over the past...
I have plenty of things to plan for the future..
I have tonnes of stories to pen down..
I wish I could write better..
I wonder why I ask questions to stone idol..
knowing I have answers inside me..
I wonder why I am not an atheist..?
I know I don't believe in omnipresent god!
There are more things...but...I donno what those things are....:( !
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Monday, December 28, 2009
Voices in ma head!
Ha!!
Thinking of writing something to ma blog after a long fight with me and the insane voices in ma head!
I donno how many people in his world hear voices inside them...
I have 4 kinds of voice...inside me... and the fifth voice is of mine! which I use to fight with the imposed wills of ma life! which becomes the sole cause for all the voices!
1. one From temporal lobe of ma brain.
2. another one from occipital lobe
3. one in frontal lobe.
4. inside ma heart!
NOw I tell you what all thses voices do to me....I havent called them any names as I dont love them!
for nw lemme name them...am very bad at naming somthg....I think I will go with 1,2, 3, and 4
the first voice kicks in when I read some interesting book...as if it finds pleasure in asking unnecessary questions while am reading!
the second one jumps in the middle of some first voice and they will start fighting ! trying make me insane!
the third is much better than the first two .....it will rescue me from the first two say a stop and a conclusion ! but third one is not always good...sometimes 3 is the problem starter...putting in topics like loneliness, madness, love, passion, lust, happiness, weirdness....I dunno always it will have voice to make fight with ma fourth and final voice in ma heart!
And the fourth one..I think thats the intuition as the people say....which is supposed to b the right and the safest one!
Thinking of writing something to ma blog after a long fight with me and the insane voices in ma head!
I donno how many people in his world hear voices inside them...
I have 4 kinds of voice...inside me... and the fifth voice is of mine! which I use to fight with the imposed wills of ma life! which becomes the sole cause for all the voices!
1. one From temporal lobe of ma brain.
2. another one from occipital lobe
3. one in frontal lobe.
4. inside ma heart!
NOw I tell you what all thses voices do to me....I havent called them any names as I dont love them!
for nw lemme name them...am very bad at naming somthg....I think I will go with 1,2, 3, and 4
the first voice kicks in when I read some interesting book...as if it finds pleasure in asking unnecessary questions while am reading!
the second one jumps in the middle of some first voice and they will start fighting ! trying make me insane!
the third is much better than the first two .....it will rescue me from the first two say a stop and a conclusion ! but third one is not always good...sometimes 3 is the problem starter...putting in topics like loneliness, madness, love, passion, lust, happiness, weirdness....I dunno always it will have voice to make fight with ma fourth and final voice in ma heart!
And the fourth one..I think thats the intuition as the people say....which is supposed to b the right and the safest one!
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